Tuesday 24 November 2009

24-November-09

Afternoon! Today was a good day, nothing went wrong really, so i don't have anything interesting to say at the moment. Quite annoying really, and not very interesting for you all i suspose. Urrm. tomorow im going to see Newmoon with Harry so i will have something interestin then!! oh well. something might of happened by tonight so i may write then..
bye for now. xx

Monday 23 November 2009

23-November-09

Heyy, Just got back from a niice day at school. Well nice enough. At lunch we were all sat in a music room and Jazmin was saying how she can play Oasis Wonderwall on the guitar and how amazing she is. and she was trying to play it and we were all just talking over her because we really wernt interested to be honest. Then Harry came and climbed up the wall to sit on top of the cabinate, and he is amazing at guitar and was just laughing at Jazmin attempting to play it. which was rather funny because she thinks she is amazing. (and she really isn't) then because the practise room was so small i said i am going outside into the corridoor because it's really big so lucy and sian came with me and harry said he will be out in a minute because he needs to laugh and Jazmin some more. And i was sat outside with Lucy and Sian just chattting. and i was telling them how conciouse i am about Jazmin being around Harry (because she fancyed him the same time i did and he asked me out and she said i could go out with him) and i know she still fancys him and it kinda gets to me. I know Harry love me and i love him to bits. but i just feel she is like all over him and i just want to rip her little face off! It gets me SO paranoid you couldnt even imagine it. i mean its different with other girls because they dont fancy him and dont throw themselfs at him! ARGHHH! makes me SOO ANGRYY!! Anyway, enough of that stuff. Harrys comeing to mine in Wednesday whic u do know because i have told you many a times over the past few days and we need to get changed before we go to the cinema because we will look like idiots in our school uniforms, and i think he is excpecting me to change infront of him. and i wouldnt mind changeing my top infront of him but my trousers/school skirt. eeeh, it's abitt wierrd! he wouldnt make me though, i know it. hmm fishyyy stufff. anyway i will write agian tonight proberbly.
BYE FOR NOW! xx

Sunday 22 November 2009

22-November-2009 Just a thought or two.


Have you ever felt life passes you by? thats how im feeling right now, as i sit her in my dark room i glance out the window and see only the rain, grey skys and dark gloomed homes. Wondering if people are thinking the same as me, wondering if people are out living there lifes while i sit here and wonder... do you see what bordom does to you? it makes you wonder and think about how boring life is, and how you could be out doing something worth while, even when the rain pours, going for walks is fun. the world around you seams to change from its self, to a more life filled sceane. it sparkels and sprigs as the water hits each blade of grass... but thats how life is for many childeren at the moment, we sit and wonder, wonder what to do.
i hear the rain hitting my window, its loud in a kind of soothing way. Helps me think, maybe think a little to much.

22-November-2009

BONJOUR! how are you? good? well thats ok then. me? im not so great because Lucy went to a wedding last night and got drunk and had lots of fun, and she didnt even take me with her, what a loserr! and now she is saying she is going to kill me and Harry on the Sims and eat are baby! and THAT is just evill! i shame her.
i have had anouther boring day, boring enough that my highlight of the day was that i got to eat my jelly, but even then i was interupted my my brothers friend knocking at the door, so i went to answer it with my jelly, and he looked at me funny... hmm.. silly boy..
siigghh. im so bored... why is my life so boring, since Harry had been grounded my weekends have been soo crappy but he is ungrounded tomorow and i may be going to his, and on Wednesday he is coming to mine and we are going to see newmoon! so all is going to be good after this weekend and i will have interesting things to write about! SO DON'T WORRIE YOURSELF.

Saturday 21 November 2009

21-November-2009 (evening)

Hello agian, i thought i would write agian because i am abit (extremly) bored!
have you ever been so bored that you just think about anything, like honestly anything. before i found myself thinking about strawberry jelly, yeah jelly?! then sooner or later i was stood in my kitchen trying to messure out 1/2 pint of water in a non see threw jug, what idiot invented that. You know, jugs are made so u can messure things out like water or milk! but NO they invent a jug that you cant see how much water or milk is in it!! i was standing in my kitchen with a blue jug holding it up to the frige light trying to see if there was the right amount in it!! Its ridiculous!! By the way i wasnt just messuring water in a blue jug for no reason i had to put it in the bowl to make my jelly. and then i wanted to eat my jelly but i couldnt because it wouldnt set fast enuf!! so i said that i should put it in the freezer, but apparently that wouldnt work.. hmm...
Adam had a party last night, i think i have already told u that, you know the one i couldnt go to? how gay is that! very gaay. and when i came home they had drank 5-6 boxes of beer and cider and stuff! and they wernt small boxes! that must sound wierd.. what i mean is there were 6 boxes full of cans and bottles of alcahol. hahaa, not a box of it that would be abit straaange. I want to have a party, i proper party not a family one but a proper one. well i dont mind the family ones if im aloud to invite friends and alcahol. makes it funner-a haha.
Sigh.. im so bored.... hmm hmm hmm... im watching telly, something about people working in a space thing, i think... i dno really... NEWMOON IS OUT TODAAAAAYYYY! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! .............. sorry it thought that was relevent.. it wasnt was it? nope? didnt think so... oh welll! i have to wait till WEDNESDAY to go and see it, but i'm going with Harry so it's worth waiting for to be honest. i dno what to wear tho, i will proberbly wear my bright blue skinnies... and my black top and my military jacket... and.. i dno what shoes.. maybe some heels if im feeling guuurrdd. i would wear my new boots but there for christmas, boo hoo hoo. CHRISTMAS only 34 DAYSSS! yaayyaahh! im so excited, i made my mum buy me cinamon and apple air freasheners today because they smell of christmas (: im so cool sometimes...
anyway i will leave you to dwell on the thoughts of jelly, new moon and christmas (: what more do you want!]
xx

21-November-2009

Well my friends today was THE most boring day ever! I spent the night at Lucys yesterday because Adam was haveing a house party and he would let me be there! Evil or what.. anyway, so as i was homeless for a night Lucy and her lovely family took me in and i crashed at hers. i love her family there all so nice, even her brother, who i must admitt is abit fit; but is one of those tipicle teenage boys who dosent speak to anyone and all they do is play on there xbox or ps3 all day (and all night really) and you know how boys wear there trousers down there bums? he wears his like by his knees, its crazy, me and lucy laugh at him alot hahaa.
So i went to Lucys place after school and we played on Sims 3, (because we is cool ;)) then she had to go to ballet so i sat in the changeing rooms with Reachel Baskeyfield, who i have never spoken to before in my life, but its Emmas sister who is in my year. So anyway yeah we sat in the changeing rooms talking about hobnobs and tom trimmer, who i thought was a pretty nice person but turns out he is a right cocky twat! learn something new every day 'ayy! but after that we went home to Lucys again and played on the sims some more. we are very cool on the sims and make a family of me and her as sisters and im married to harry and she is married to will. her sexy lover boy that no one knows! its so mysterious, its cool. and we stoll someones house and all became rock stars in are colourful skinnie jeans and amazing guitars and stuff, it was all to cool. then lucy turned into a child catcher and spent all her time at the park talking so small childeren so they could come to are big house and go in our park which we cant use because we are adults. oh what fun we have. Then we went and had are dinner and then played some more sims (its very addictive ok!) then we were hungry and so sat on her bed listening to Paramore eating rice crispys with about 5 table spoons of sugar in, (yumm). sooner or later we were in bed (well she was while i was on the floor!!) and we bitched about Jazmin abit, grr she annoys me. she is just so darrn... annoying! she is so conrolling and up herself. slap slap slap, thats what she needs. but its not like we can kick her out of the group, hahahaa. so we are stuck with her im afraid. the next day (today) she had to go to a wedding so i helped her get ready and curled her hair for her and clipped it up all pretty and wedding-y. Then my mum came and picked me up :( and from then onwards, i have been the most bored person in the history of bored people!! arghh. my village is sooooooo boring! thats about it really, i will write again soon, proberbly not tomorow because nothing will of happened.
Bye for now, xx

First

Well, this is a first. I thought writeing a blog online if the best way to let things out, no one i know will read it so i really don't care to be honest! but feel free to read away at my maybe not to perfectly interesting blogs.
Well. i suspose i should tell you abit about what/who i will proberbly be writeing about.
Friends.
Jazmin- well she is the one in the group who thinks far to much of herself. she is quite pretty but very very very thin, kind of no figure thin.. but you know. we use to be best friends but we arnt so close anymore.
Torii- tall, pretty, no self confidence what so ever. can't just like one guy, there is allways atleast two hahaa,
Sinead- abit hippy like, overly hyper at times, big hair, a all over pretty nice person but can get on my nearves at times.
Sian- shes ok, i suspose, im not that close with her but she is wierdly obbsessed with me, me and Lucy think she might be a lesbian... i dno its abit strange really...
Alex- very pretty and so nice, love her to bits.
Beth- nicest person in the word, dosent have a mean bone in her body. its impossible to say something bad about her
Lucy- The bestfriend, similar to me in so many ways, i love her very muchly. :) i allround
awsome girl.
Tash- use to be best best best mates when we were younger, but not so much anymore, i'm more like her love adviser now. hahaa
Boys/ Boyfriends or ex's
Harry- The boyfriend, my one and only. i love him to much.
Dom- The ex! he is now one of my bestfriends but is still abit wierdly obsessed with me at times, likes to text me... alot. One of Harrys bestfriends, lol.
Rory- the ex ex ex, i went out with him in year 7, he is pretty fit to be honest and is very nice but far to cocky, he thinks so much of himself its wierd.
Ollie- Bestie friend. i do love him muchly but he cant go a hour with out pissing me off.
Family/ step-people.
Mum- my mum, duhh. abit crazy, gets pissed off easily. (abit like me really)
Dad- Left when i was six for my mums best mate (there not best friends anymore!!) trys to win me over by giveing me money and stuff, pretty cool as far as dads go, but can be SUCH a twat!!
Adam- Brother, EUGH.
Katie- step sister whic isnt quite my step sister because my dad and her mum arnt married yet but they have been together like 6years.
Zoe- Bitch of a 'stepsister'
Misceall (i think thats how you spell it, mish-el)- dads girlfriend (mums ex bestfriend) not my 'mum' nor never will be.

Thats about everyone really and if i think of anyone else worth menchening i will be sure to add them!! (: